Well-Wishers

My beautiful daughter Melissa Sarah Hart died last Friday 24th September from an accidental drug overdose.  

Our funds are limited – my wife is disabled and I am unable to work.  We live from one benefits payment to the next.  Any support would be greatly appreciated, and if you would like to donate to help with the cost of her funeral expenses, we would be forever in your gratitude.  We have received help from immediate friends and family, and would like to pay them back for all they have done for us.  Any funds that are left over will go into a savings account for Melissa’s daughter.

Thank you everyone who shows the kindness to donate.  Even if you are unable to donate, please keep her family in your prayers.  Thank you – Derek and Elizabeth.

Oh Derek, my heart is breaking into a million pieces!  Such a precious angel!  X

Our thoughts and prayers to you all

RIP Melissa 🙁

Woah!  This is Melissa Suxxx, right?!

Derek, I cannot imagine what you are all going through.  We have donated what we can.  I remember us all going to the coast in the summer holidays one year.  Melissa was so cheeky, such a bundle of laughter and joy.  This is so difficult to process.  All our love, from the Miller family.

RIP

Blimey.  Only found this via Googling Melissa Suxxx’s real name.  Crazy!  I was following her on Twitter – she was filming only a couple of weeks ago!

Man, I came so much to her scenes.  Shame she didn’t do more

What was she filming recently?  I wonder if we’ll ever see it!

She just posted a couple of behind the scenes shots, but it was definitely with multiple guys and she was hinting at extreme material.  Even with all the makeup she was wearing, she was looking very thin… No surprise to hear a porn slut was into drugs, but definitely no surprise hearing it in this case.

I cannot believe some of the comments on here!!!  This is a man who has lost his daughter, you sick fucks!!!  A child has lost her mother!!!  God I can’t believe what I’m reading!!!  Get off this page!!!

Melissa Suxxxxxxxxx nooooooooooooo!

This is such awful news.  I knew Melissa for almost all of her life.  I think we knew she had fallen upon difficult times, but to some of the people commenting here – this is NOT THE TIME OR THE PLACE.  Please, people are grieving the loss of a loved one.

Hard times is putting it mildly!  She’d started doing scat and piss stuff under the name Sarah ShitSub.  That stuff is fucking incredible, if you’re a fan of the extreme side of things!

Man, I would have married that whore when I saw her taking that old guy’s shit to the face haha

You people are monsters.  I really hope you are not reading these messages, Derek.  Your real friends are here for you and Elizabeth, always.

Melissa and I started school on the same day aged 5 and went through all our school lives together.  Our paths diverged in our teenage years but I will never forget the vibrant girl I spent so much of my childhood with.  I wish I had been there for her when she began to associate with more questionable characters.  She would always smile and say hello whenever we saw one another though.  God, it’s just so sad.

Her Cock Brutality scene – fuck me, priceless, those boys did such a job on her

I pray you’re not seeing some of these messages, Derek.  This is not representative of humanity.

She is no longer in the emotional pain that must have led her down this tragic path.  That is one thing that can be taken from this awful turn of events.

Hey, I donated! Don’t be talking shit about all of us! His daughter was an amazing performer is all I’m saying! I’d hardly give money if I no idea who she was, would I?!

I knew Melissa in high school (not using my real name on here for obvious reasons – we still have mutual friends etc).  Not well – we were in a few classes together, and it wasn’t the biggest school, but it’s not like we ever hung out.  She was cute and sort of ditzy.  Popular but not exactly in that popular crowd, if you know what I mean?  Just a nice girl.  She seemed to start going off the rails a bit in upper sixth.  I think she even dropped out before taking her exams.

All of us knew she’d moved away and started doing porn (word spreads fast) and I’d watched what I could online with great enjoyment.  It’s particularly exciting seeing  someone you know in real life in porn.  We were actually still friends on Facebook from back in the day, and one night about a year and a half ago when I was drunk and horny (you know how it is) I messaged her.  Just a, Hey, how’s it going, remember me? kinda thing. 

To my surprise, she replied.  We exchanged a couple of messages about high school and our home town and stuff, the usual – barely much more than one-liners – and then she just sent me this long meandering story about how her rent was due and how her car was fucked and whether I could lend her some money, like there and then, bank transfer.  I don’t really know what I’d been expecting or hoping messaging in the first place, but as soon as she started asking for money it just all suddenly felt really grim. I wasn’t dumb enough to think porn was glamorous, but I guess I’d been under the naïve impression that girls like her are just out there living wild lives out of choice, and making that system work for them. Her asking for cash from someone she barely knew and hadn’t even spoken to in years (our convo was so vague she may not even have remembered me) straight off just felt so tawdry and grimy. I made excuses and quickly logged off.

But since that I began to enjoy watching her scenes knowing she was struggling financially, and was probably doing all this fucked-up stuff on camera out of desperation – she inadvertently awoke within me a sadistic streak in me that was as much social as sexual.  I messaged her again a few times, considering offering her money to do some degrading stuff on camera, but she never replied to me.  It’s fucked knowing she is dead, but I will certainly cum to her scenes now even more powerfully, knowing how close to the edge she was, how unhappy she must have been.

This is the greatest donation page I’ve ever seen

No, I didn’t know her, yes, I’m only here because I’d seen her movies – but some of the people commenting on here need their hard drives checking, immediately

I don’t wanna be *that* guy but maybe if you’d raised your children better they wouldn’t be ODing at 22 and you wouldn’t be begging for money from strangers on the internet.  What’s with all this ‘I can’t work’ bullshit?  Some father figure.  You say she has a daughter?  Hope to fuck you don’t mess this one up as much.

Derek Hart here.  Just a note to say thank you to all who donated and said kind words.  But I think it may be for the best if I try and close this donation page.  It’s turning into something that is breaking my heart even further.  I’m not great with the internet, so I need to see if I can work out how to do it first.  God bless.

To those who knew her in real life – does anyone have any photos in her everyday life?  Maybe in her school uniform (the guy who is Facebook friends with her must have access to something?)  Would be interesting to see!

RIP

Fly high, angel

Looks like Derek didn’t figure out how to close this down.  In case he does, should some of us form a backup group somewhere?  So we can talk about our favourite Melissa Suxxx wank moments?  I have so many!

Group Sex in the Burns Ward