Facets of the Gemstone in the Pocket of my Raincoat

Everything been going away from me a long time, like a ripple. You drop the rock in in wide concentric circles there go the house, the car. Car drives off and leaves and what I’m talking is particulars, like an item. But this is everything and also the thought of what it is. Travel out in a medium I don’t know was there and is gone. My question is I’m asking you is it coming back. And what will it look like. Wall of everything closing in around you and would you be smush. Or would it kind of wash out and go again. As in everything leaving. And if that true—why—has it happen before. Is this going away from me again after a coming I missed. Was I seeping. Aseep and I miss this. You and our son surf the hood of our car. Old car I seen go now I don’t know where it is. I will put the raincoat on just so. I will put the raincoat on just so I am prepare. I will put the raincoat on the breast pocket of which contain a type of ruby. How this get there. Everything going I keep this here, must be. I say, this important I keep this here I put it inside. I feel know I will take this out and lose this. I fear no I will take this out it will go away. I rub the pocket of this. Breast pocket of this and the ruby is there. Sapphire, I can’t recall. My son gave me this or my mother. Did I kill for it. Did I kill for it. I go away a bit in the cold rain. I go away a bit and come back and what’s this in my pocket. Other pocket. Type of ruby in there, and I rub.